In addition to my husband, I have to thank my parents, my in-laws, our wonderful long-time nanny Martha, our kid’s preschool La Escuelita Arcoiris, and Falk Laboratory School - all of these loving family members and support people and institutions supported my family as I worked my way through. All of the conferences and meetings and grant review panels that my parents and in-laws helped with the kids. It truly DOES take a village. I love my village!
I’ve cried in my office on quite a few occasions.
All of my students and staff over the years - from Amy Caroline (my first MS student!) to my first staff members (Jacqui! Laura! Diana!) - thanks for helping me learn how to manage a research team. This is still a work in progress….Each and every one of them taught me something valuable. I remember them all.
I’m quite aware by this time of my strengths and weaknesses. I try to focus on improving the weaknesses, but its tough to teach an old dog new tricks.
Bottom line is that I like this job way more than I ever expected to. I didn’t think I’d love running a research lab. Its intimidating as hell. Writing grants and papers is (dare I say) kind of fun. I only wish I had more time to focus on those aspects and spend less time on paperwork and email.
Running a research program on emerging viruses during a global viral pandemic has been, well, interesting to say the least. 2020 seems like a blur - the March - July time period was the most intense time professionally and personally that I have ever experienced.
The Hartman Lab is in a great place right now. We have several exciting projects that are just getting started. I’m building the lab off of a great base that we’ve established the past few years. I am SO excited to see where these lead to. I have some awesome collaborators that are fun and fulfilling to work with. I want to keep working with good scientists and good human beings. Our new CVR leadership is taking us in a thrilling direction. The future is bright.
I hope to be able to get back in the lab more myself, even if its just to pipet liquids from one container to another. And even if I need to ask where everything is kept these days.
My kids are getting older now (Luke is starting high school in the fall - OMG) and life just feels different. Good different. Deep breath. Tears of joy.